A surge of relief filled my heart when I finally submitted my first draft today. Although my first draft is only a rough draft consisted of 1000 words, I felt elated for I have figured out the main outline for my research paper. It's always hard to take the first step and I experienced this hardship for more than a week. Different kinds of emotion have been taking turn to torture me during the past few weeks. For the time being, I am so sure that continuing master right after graduating from my degree will instantly cost my life!
Although I still have lots of ideas to write in my research paper, I think I'll save it for the next draft. The most important thing I need to do now is to jot them down somewhere before my deteriorating brain lost them somewhere in the space. Ideas may just squirm their ways into brain when you don't have time for them but when you finally can make some room for them, they will just suddenly disappear into thin air, permanently unretrieveable. That's life, you'll learn to treasure something or someone only after they are gone. We know the lesson but never learn from it.
Although I still have lots of ideas to write in my research paper, I think I'll save it for the next draft. The most important thing I need to do now is to jot them down somewhere before my deteriorating brain lost them somewhere in the space. Ideas may just squirm their ways into brain when you don't have time for them but when you finally can make some room for them, they will just suddenly disappear into thin air, permanently unretrieveable. That's life, you'll learn to treasure something or someone only after they are gone. We know the lesson but never learn from it.
